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MyChemicalRomanze
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
I wanna run away . Really . Jauh dri sume org !
Byk yg tk tawu nk appreciate.
Tawu crik kesalahan org je..
Inilah manusie. Inilah.
+ Die +
5:47 AM
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Rase mcm graduation bru abes smlm ..
Graduation was a celebration of no feeling to me.. The feeling wasnt dere. I didnt feel happy or anythin .
Instead i felt worry & anxious.
Why am i diff frm others?
Why with the existence of both my parents n adopted parents didnt make me so happy. .
Why inside this heart didnt love my parents so much like all people do.
Why didnt i have homesick whenever im on an overseas trip?
Instead i hate being loved.
Or maybe i hate ppl expressing their love to me.
Why am i like this?
I dun understand myself
Oh Allah .. If this is ur taqdir , den let me redha with this. .
For so long i have to fake a smile..
Oh Allah, make this person smile n laugh sincerely fr you. Only you .
Ps : iloveyoumorethananything
+ Die +
12:07 AM
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Oh Allah , i admit that i love them both more than both here.
Reason being is bcoz they took care of me frm baby until im 6 yrs old..
N it left a big sense of affection & love in me.
N now, she is separating me frm them , n i cnt bear this pain Allah..
A knife that cuts is less painful than this.
Oh Allah cure my heart.. & Let her understand my situation ...
+ Die +
7:40 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Oh Allah,
Why is my brother acting so cold towards me. ?
When i think
back, tkde pun yg tk kene bfore this..
Ya Allah, please lembutkn hati de.. :'(
+ Die +
5:23 AM
Friday, January 20, 2012
Hari ini ialah hari yg pertama saya bekerja sebagai seorang admin di zuhri.
Hati tidak berhenti berdenyut.. Tkut salah dan dimarahi dlm bekerja.
Ya Allah, permudahkn lah urusan ku ..
Saya tidak ada siapa2 utk meminta pertolongan kecuali engkau ya Allah..
Tkut sgt2 , yuran , dan tanggungjawab semua di atas bahu ini . Tk pernah terasa begitu susah bekerja sehingga tadi.
Ya Allah, permudahkn... Ameeen....
+ Die +
7:28 AM
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
I've found the answer..
Alhamdulillah ..
+ Die +
7:42 AM
Oh Allah, make this feelings towards him fade if its only making me hope fr anythin more thn you .
+ Die +
3:48 AM
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